Friday, February 18, 2011
I'm not suffering from senioritis and I shouldn't be obligated to feel it just because others are. Doing really well this last semester is just one way to make me feel as if I'm compensating for the things I regret not doing for my Dad... just to make him proud. I want to make MYSELF proud because I finally feel like I have a good grip on things... somewhat. I'm starting to heal in several ways and I don't want to screw it up by slacking off... I finally feel like I can conquer something. So please, I know your intentions are good, but if I say I can't do something, I'm not making up excuses because I don't want to have fun. It's because I've prioritized things differently and need to do what is best for me right now. OKAY?! -_-
